The article discusses the author's struggle to reconcile two spiritual views, advaita non-dualism and Christianity, and how they found a unifying understanding through the book 'Disappearance of the Universe' by Gary Renards. The author explains the concepts of non-dualism advaita and their problem with concepts of freedom, choice, and understanding good and evil. They also discuss their belief in having a choice and the distinction between good and evil actions coming from two distinct sources.